Im Pissed off !!!

After lots and lots of incidents and many many sessions of calming myself down, i still get really pissed off. I wonder why. I was usually the person who calms ppl down, not get mad.

You know I know they are super strict and follow the rules and like everything to be spic and span. But you know what? I do too!!! Im a perfectionist after all. Ya, so i totally understand all the rules about keeping things clean, making no noise in my own room, not decorating my own door, labeling your own food, i even tolerate the not using the kitchen after 12pm, not putting detergent in the washing area just to keep it looking neat, and to some extend try to keep the dishes in order. But really the last one is a bit insane. I mean, if you use those stuff everyday, its crazy to store it in your room right? Ya.... everything you own is suppose to be kept in your own room, so to speak. And guess wat? Stuff left out will be used and eaten by others. What kind of rule is that???? Smells like someone wants a free ride.

I think this is taking everything to a whole new level. In fact, it becomes so tedious i wonder why some of the rules are being implemented.

Worst off would be the fact that some follow and some don`t and some parties get the heat more than others if you get what i mean. The snide remarks, the passive emotionless face and its not as if they never put a foot out of line themselves. Talk about the pot calling the kettle black. Its just way crazy, i dun get it. How could ppl be so self righteous??? I really really cannot accept this. Being clean, sure. Overdoing things just suck. Im so totally sick of it. But like always im gonna be more keng again. Up things until they cannot find anything to belittle anymore. Can`t wait for the day i get my own place.

Aaaarrrggghhhh...........

Another thing, they love to protect the environment right? So self righteous bout it right? Kononnya 1st world mentality right..... then what about the tons and tons of toilet paper being wasted when you can use cloth? The aircon being on the whole day when it is not that hot. Come on lah, summer and ppl are wearing sweaters in class?? Using more plastic bags to throw rubbish when there`s this big movement going on bout using 'my bags' ?

Chicken wing ( my own swear word ) lah.........

And while i so syiok rant way, let me tell you lah.... today so keng i tell you! Someone lah, who promised wanna be a team one, help out one, who wanted to come to meeting together last time but did not come and had the nerve to tell me went edi, but nobody there. Please lah, meeting OVER edi sure got no one edi lah, so daring come and tell me nobody there with an innocent face, padahal i msg and called and reminded dunno how many times edi.... THAT SOMEONE LAH!!!!! Today kau keng, know got meeting pura-pura never say anything. Ok lah, its not as if that person would be of help anyway, i dun mind. After meeting right, come and pura-pura ask about it. Had to randomly pick a paper to see which location our tent would be today and i got a smaller tent lah. So told that person lor and you know what that person said???? That person said had that person went it would have been better hor. WHAT LAH!!!! After hearing that i straight wanna scold that person for all the stuff that i tolerated and tried to forgive. As if that person can surely get a big tent meh? So keng ah? Very lucky ah? Pissed man.....

Shit lah, all this cacat ppl.

Sigh..... feel a tad bit better nia after rant. Just a lil bit. Ok....ok.......

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