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Lots of input less output nowadays. Reading through a slew of things and soaking up much. Funny how sometimes the creative bug tends to lie low.Mainly it has been scribbles on paper and half hearted attempts on the stove.But one must always do.Too much talk kills it all.

Neways, some current light reads for fun.

Finally I know what Ratatoullie taste like. Veg stew. Urgh.... I want Remy to cook for me!

This freaking taste like Keropok lecor. Prob is its not crunchy much.

Mushi-pan made wif rice cooker. Told ya I've been lazy. Muahahaha.... Need some fireworks to fire up the future wif Apple crumble in it.

Addicted

Addicted to hanging out at my balcony to gaze at the moon. Its so peaceful. Great zone to mull things over. Kind of riding on a weird vibe these days. Don't know whats gotten into me.

Stuff...

Internet...

I finally got it yesterday.Most ppl find me crazy for not caring for so long. But I find that I get more things done without its enticing filaments ensnaring my attentions. Imagine how ppl entertained themselves when there was no Internet. Life was just more wholesome then. Its good to have periods whereby we are able to partake in those kinds of enjoyments.

Change... 

Always happens. And it is, again. Wondering who I should be, what I should do, paths to take, choices, decisions, conclusions. Yes. Its that time of the year again. And I wonder.

Busy...

With many things to do. Not knowing which I should do first. Follow the order of importance, due date, or interest? I always find it hard to decide. Haha... but as my id is very strong, or so I like to think, I eventually give in to the latter. 

RAining AGaIn !

I Hate rainy days...

the cloud and rain,
its all blue and gray,

Why must it persist?
This precipitation like mist.

Makes me all gloomy and loomy,
It sloshes around.
Wetting everything
blocks out the sun
makes everything damp

Gah....no mood at all.
I dun want to attend classes
And got exam summore

Sumone tell me...
Whats the meaning of all this?
Why do we have to go to sch?
Degree very keng meh?
Why can't i just go work edi.
But dun want la.
Works very scary.

Why can't i just paint all day.
Then sell it at sum corner shop,
Then can earn money edi rite.
Hahahaha.....

Nonoooooo.....
I don't like reality,
Sumone create stg like the Matrix thinge,
Then we all can get sucked inside and never come out.
Muahahaha....

Gah....i is being crazy again.
Ignore me man.
If you've read till hear congrats.

Been painting.
If im kuai i just might upload it.

Now enough of crazy,
im going to the library,
Braving the rain,
under my little green shade.

TTFN

Random updates...

Loooooonnng long time never post up stuff edi. Berry the sorry. Here's some random stuff that I've been meaning to post up.

Autumn Leaves in Kibune-Kyoto
Really super the leng place. Its like some forgotten gem. All peaceful and tranquil. Is loves. Too bad did not have more time to explore more of this place.


Bird house by the road side!! I is excited!!
No birds anymore....
Not even a smite of eggshells...
Poor old nest,
wif moss growing out of you,
Hope you get some new fwens real soon.Super interesting kulat thinge growing on this tree trunk. Gross but cool.

Picnic by the stream. Super the good feng shui or not. In front got mountain stream, behind got mountain. Got this super convenient shed wif tables. Got good fwens around. And check out the homemade spread. Muahahaha...

Looking like homeless ppl. Hehehe....
Mossy thinge again. Serious that place is so damp, its crawling wif lumut,moss, kulat and all that kind of thinge.




Birthday prezzie
Handmade of course! Made cake wif ZI too. Actually, I only did the decoration part. Its a lemon snail cake. Wif chocolate bits down the side to depict stool. Muahahaha....
X'mas Cookies
Fuyoh!Super the christmas spirit or not. Got mood so made some cookies and spread it around for some christmas cheer.

下手クソな模型of a fairyhouse
Huhuhu....not enough sprinkle of fairydust huh. Teng said it looks like a model of some beachside house. Totally out. But it looks ok la i think. Haha.....me likey the roof.
Who said I can't leave blank spaces?
Had an urge to do stg wif oil pastels. Super the hisashiburi. Like so totally used it so much back in secondary sch. The creamy texture, bits of it flaking everywhere, smudgeing it into the paper, scraping it off with ruler when applied to thick and hastly repairing the damage.Haha....it was a love hate relationship. Mostly hate thought. Cos I always felt that the results were too solid and fake looking. Cos was always told to color everything, no blanks. Actually not told, it was expected of you. Super the tiring to cover the whole background....and does not look natural. Ya I know, should mix more colors then ok rite, layer upon layer. But I didn't know that last time. And the stigma bout oil pastels for beginners. Geez, so not d fair for the innocent oil pastels. Cos when done right can be real stunning. I guess the gist is art teachers should give more free range to students. There is no such thing as rules in art.

Wah, epic. I should coin this statement.

"There is not such thing as rules in art"

-Joyce C

Dear blog...

Hi,

Long time no see. How are you doing? I`ve abandoned you for so long...I hope you are not mad at me. Truthfully, I`ve visited you from time to time. But I`ve got no heart to type out stuff. You know how it is. Seriously, its quite sad to see you so colorless and lonely, so I decided to spend some time to spruce you up today.

Im doing fine if you were wondering. Busy with reports and exam starts next week. But Im getting jaded again. Really hope its gonna be a fad and disappear soon.

Super looking forward to the hols. Many many plans. :D and it includes DIY`ing T-shirts. Heehee..... I already thought of a few ideas for my shirt. Can`t wait. Maybe I should just start this weekend. Haha...we`ll see.

TTFN.

bla

Caged like an animal pacing, walking around and around the cage.
Thinking wtf was i thinking when i let myself get caught.
No enemies of the pride, ppl to bring me food and water everyday, fly surrounding.
That`s the high life, or so it seemed to be.
Scratching and etching the days on the wall.
They loom like more walls and wire.
Bored, bored, boredom.
The 2 beside me are all loonies.
Will i be one in time?
The humans keep peering at me, all the time.
Even in the loo?
Give me some privacy will ya.
Oh no, the loonies are at it again.
Geez, shut up already will ya.
I ain`t listening to yer crapping another night.
When will it end, when will i be free.
Should i break free and make a run for it.
I know the guards can`t run to fast.
The question is do i dare to change my life forever.

Alex the Lion.

Black

New Year`s over, bring back all the black. Muahahahahaha......
Been suppressing the urge to paint me nails black. Now can edi. And nobody can stop me. :P
After exam la. Now want to STUDIE!!!!

Studie oh Joyce STUDIE.
While studying, Im playing Rihanna`s Disturbia like a deranged lunatic. Humming it along even in classes. Man, its crazy to have a song stuck i ze head.
And so zun now she`s all over the news. No, not cos of her amazing GUCCI ad, cos it seems like she got beaten up by her idiot bf. Man, if there`s one thing i hate, loaf, detest the most is guys hitting girls. There is no reason big enough for a guy to lay a hand on a woman, ever.

Influenza is taking me school by storm. More accurately, my ryo. Every single day, i hear announcements to wash hand and stuff. But boys block only lah. Thankfully we girls are free of the bug. Poor Kim is one of the unfortunate ones. He`s in an isolation room and all. Muahahaha......kidding kidding. Hope he gets better soon lah. Low humidity has activated the bugs, people, do take care and take the necessary precautions.

Valentines Day is tomorrow!
I can`t believe i got 4 stuff edi.
O.0
Not to be shocked.
They are all from those of the female persuasion.
:P

Gah....i think i talked enough crap edi.
Hope my faithful reader is happy *wink wink*
Tata

Hi...

Long time no see.
I`ve been neglecting my blog for almost 2-3 weeks now. Haha.....
First it was a test to see how long i can fend of the temptation. Then I got too good for my own good and have not been posting things up. :P
The feeling is simply not there. Just like how i pushed away the shopping bug. haha...
oh well, im back now.
Will post proper stuff up within the week.

Just wanna say something i learned this past weeks. That : If you put your mind to it, anything can be accomplished. Just push away all the unwanted thoughts, wants, emotions. U can end up highly effective indeed. Im just skeptical about how all this affects the emotional side of a human though. If you are still in the dark, Im finally reading the 7 habits of highly effective people and trying to apply it. Im only doing habit 1 and already skeptical. Oh well, time will tell.

So till next time.

Wat FUN!

Today is a berry interesting day.

Met up wif Gane and Chola today cos they came to me sch for speech contest. Me did not see them in action though. Cos was in dreamland >.<>.< and i got free food XD Muahahaha......still have some in my snack bag. XD Never say never to free stuff man. :P

Anyways, great to meet em and talk. Lots of talk man. Kekeke..... too bad they can`t stay for dinner. And i forgot to take pics cos was to high from talking :P still its good to see ppl, its always nice. :D And its funny to see the Ang Moh teachers from each sch in a group talking. Haha....they are so cute lah. and got this quite leng zhai guy from China. XD Maybe i should polish up my chinese liaw. kekeke.....

So Congrats to Chola. Too bad lah Gane, maybe next yr? Neways, great meeting ya. :D Jia you oh wif stuff. U know la... :P

So anyway, as u can see in MayC`s blog, we made Apple Pie. Since me is bad wif d crust, MayC is the crust master, and most of the inti master too, come to think of it. Kekeke.....me just supervise la. Kekekeke......

Tada! Mine. ALL MINE!!!! Berry nice lor. The crust taste kinda biscuit like but super nice can totally go with the yummy sweet apple cinnamon filling. Muahahaha...


Since it has been awhile since i did food post, i have some to show ya. :D

made Tom YUM Soup wif prawns, scallops and veg (canggih leh)

Taco set menu. Totally yum. Seriously, taco has never tasted this good. Really!!! I kept shoving food down the whole time, totally ignoring MayC, and she me, as we busied ourselves with our yummy out of this world lunch. Anyone who comes to Akashi and wants to eat this. Kia, i bring u go eat. Its a shop at the Taco Ferry terminal.

Mayc`s Traveller`s set. I tried some of the potato salad and the fried chicken. YUM!

There`s actually more stuff that we cooked, weird or yummy....but forgot to take pics la. Not as if u want to see also right? kekeke...... if u all want to see baru i take lor. :P Or you want yummy food from shops? Kekeke.....

Ok lah. Better stop talking bout food. Sigh, after the weather turned cold me is goin food crazy. -_- Me needs a life. Ok lah. Me is ciao-ing. Tata.

*sheepish grin*

Seems like I got people worried with my last post. Don`t worry. Just kinda overworked and stress. Add a little bit of sickness and you get an emo Joyce. Been resting and churning out lots of artsy stuff. Ideas just seem to swirl out better when I get emotionally unstable. I know, I am weird.

Well, I kinda like the emo me better. Feels more like myself, doing what I like best. Sometimes I really wanna just break free and go down the road I want. Erm..... I seem to be getting out of topic here, just wanna say dun worry. I am fine. The cloud hanging over my head is getting smaller and smaller already.

Look out for post of the artsy stuff I mentioned, that is if I decide to post them up. :P

Till next time then.

XOXO

just because

My heart is a churning.

I don’t know what this is

Brain is a turning

The tears keep falling

Not stopping

Like raindrops in the misty sky

I dun wanna face it anymore

Give me strength or let it fall

No more, don’t give me anymore waves

I just want calm to come back again

No more drama and disasters of disappointed hopes

No more tension and what not

I want it all to fade away

Go, just disappear

Why are humans this way?

That’s why I hate men

I dun wanna think of all this webs

You are all like poison with no names

Hopeless cases with mindless aims

I could care less anymore

I give up on your kind

You are all enigmas not worth breaking

Why should I care anymore?

You are not worth my time