Tuesday, July 29, 2008

突然嵐の様に

A super duper awesome STORM hit the area here yesterday afternoon.

Super syiok!!!!!! Matches my mood nowadays.

Had been waiting for a storm for ages. I missed those we get in M`sia. All those flashes of lightning, howling wind, stormy clouds....

and yesterdays one was no disappointment. It raged like a mad tempest, howling and crying and tearing away. The clouds were no match for it. Roughly pushed this way and that, they got disgustingly angered up and painted the sky a splash of black, grey and white. All those pent up energy exploded in flashes of light and thundered on, rumbling and grumbling. The torrential rain battered on, creating mosaics over rooftops and pavements, beating the heat out of the sunbaked earth. Now smell. Smell the stinging smell of hot earth, the smell of rain and the fresh smell of water soaked vegetation.

Such magnificence, one can only gaze up in awe.

And as fast as it came, the sky cleared up quite fast after.

The downfall of this would be the fact that the Internet connection got cut off for the night. Gawd, I seriously had Internet withdrawal symptoms. Cannot study...... and somehow i ended up with this and clocked some serious study time later. The wonders of art.

........ended up abstract art. They say u can tell things through art. I dun really know wat i did also. Just splash paint and use hand dab dab, swirl swirl to get desired effect, no brush. Wanted to feel and smell the paint. Hmmmm.............What do you think? I cannot think.

Anyway, im off. Gtg study. Muahaha.....

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Heureux, heureux à en mourir.

Studying French......
got oral test and also for finals.
Learning to pronounce with songs and youtube.
Muahaha......
I think it really works.
Anyways, you guys most probably know this song right.
Very famous one bo...
But, do u know wat it means?
I baru go check for translations.
So romantic one.
If real i also happy, happy die of love la.





LA VIE EN ROSE (French Lyrics)

Des yeux qui font baisser les miens,
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche—
Voilà le portrait sans retouche
De l’homme auquel j’appartiens.

Quand il me prend dans ses bras,
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.
Il me dit des mots d’amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ça me fait quelque chose.
Il est entré dans mon cœur,
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.
C’est lui pour moi,
Moi pour lui dans la vie,
Il me l’a dit, l’a juré pour la vie.
Et dès que je l’aperçois,
Alors je sens en moi
Mon cœur qui bat.

Des nuits d’amour à plus finir,
Un grand bonheur qui prend sa place,
Les ennuis, les chagrins s’effacent,
Heureux, heureux à en mourir.

Quand il me prend dans ses bras,
Il me parle tout bas,
Je vois la vie en rose.
Il me dit des mots d’amour,
Des mots de tous les jours,
Et ça me fait quelque chose.
Il est entré dans mon cœur,
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause.
C’est lui pour moi,
Moi pour lui dans la vie,
Il me l’a dit, l’a juré pour la vie.
Et dès que je l’aperçois,
Alors je sens en moi
Mon cœur qui bat.

LA VIE EN ROSE (English translation)

Eyes that gaze into mine,
A smile that is lost on his lips—
That is the unretouched portrait
Of the man to whom I belong.

When he takes me in his arms
And speaks softly to me,
I see life in rosy hues.
He tells me words of love,
Words of every day,
And in them I become something.
He has entered my heart,
A part of happiness
Whereof I understand the reason.
It’s he for me and I for him, throughout life,
He has told me, he has sworn to me, for life.
And from the things that I sense,
Now I can feel within me
My heart that beats.

In endless nights of love,
A great delight that comes about,
The pains and bothers are banished,
Happy, happy to die of love.

When he takes me in his arms
And speaks softly to me,
I see life in rosy hues.
He tells me words of love,
Words of every day,
And in them I become something.
He has entered my heart,
A part of happiness
Whereof I understand the reason.
It’s he for me and I for him, throughout life,
He has told me, he has sworn to me, for life.
And from the things that I sense,
Now I can feel within me
My heart that beats.

Monday, July 21, 2008

夏休みではないのに

一杯美味しい料理食べた。
朝起きてママが愛情で作った朝飯が懐かしいね。

色々な人と話し合って、私の小さな世界が広がって、本間にいい勉強になったわ。人生ってそんなに苦しくて複雑な物じゃないって再び感じた。高専の生活ばかりすると色々忘れちゃうもんね。
見た目で人を評価するな、石炭とダイヤモンドの元は炭素だもんね。
話し合って、お互いのことを理解するのが需要なの。 差別とか偏見を罪の様に思えば?
また、何にしても熱意が大事のよ。優位を目指すことにしても、ただ仕事を終わらせるにしても熱意がないとやる意味がないじゃないか。勿論夢がないと生きるなんていわないよね。この世に生きていくと誰でも寂しい時があると思う。だって生死は一人でする事でしょう。一緒に世界の舞台で舞い上がろう。励もう。そしたら、福が訪れるでしょう。

Friday, July 18, 2008

Interesting things stick on to rolling tumbleweeds

セミの抜け殻 ( Cicada`s detached exoskeleton )

Found some today. Uber cool. Never seen them before. Did i mention that they are cool? Oh yes i did say that they are cool , i can`t get over how cool they are. バッタ (Grasshopper)

They have sharp conical heads instead. Interesting.

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Carpe Diem

Latin for seize the day.
Life life to the fullest my countrymen. Like its your last day on earth. Looking back with no regrets. Be what you can be and more. Challenge the status quo. Live, Learn, Experience that everyday, every minute and every second of what life offers you.

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Do what cha have to do and you will keep doin it. The verb is Do not Think about doing. Then wait and see the most wonderful object emerging before your eyes you wee subject.

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Be of higher intelligence. Being shallow is not an option, its degradation. An insult to your very being.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Im Pissed off !!!

After lots and lots of incidents and many many sessions of calming myself down, i still get really pissed off. I wonder why. I was usually the person who calms ppl down, not get mad.

You know I know they are super strict and follow the rules and like everything to be spic and span. But you know what? I do too!!! Im a perfectionist after all. Ya, so i totally understand all the rules about keeping things clean, making no noise in my own room, not decorating my own door, labeling your own food, i even tolerate the not using the kitchen after 12pm, not putting detergent in the washing area just to keep it looking neat, and to some extend try to keep the dishes in order. But really the last one is a bit insane. I mean, if you use those stuff everyday, its crazy to store it in your room right? Ya.... everything you own is suppose to be kept in your own room, so to speak. And guess wat? Stuff left out will be used and eaten by others. What kind of rule is that???? Smells like someone wants a free ride.

I think this is taking everything to a whole new level. In fact, it becomes so tedious i wonder why some of the rules are being implemented.

Worst off would be the fact that some follow and some don`t and some parties get the heat more than others if you get what i mean. The snide remarks, the passive emotionless face and its not as if they never put a foot out of line themselves. Talk about the pot calling the kettle black. Its just way crazy, i dun get it. How could ppl be so self righteous??? I really really cannot accept this. Being clean, sure. Overdoing things just suck. Im so totally sick of it. But like always im gonna be more keng again. Up things until they cannot find anything to belittle anymore. Can`t wait for the day i get my own place.

Aaaarrrggghhhh...........

Another thing, they love to protect the environment right? So self righteous bout it right? Kononnya 1st world mentality right..... then what about the tons and tons of toilet paper being wasted when you can use cloth? The aircon being on the whole day when it is not that hot. Come on lah, summer and ppl are wearing sweaters in class?? Using more plastic bags to throw rubbish when there`s this big movement going on bout using 'my bags' ?

Chicken wing ( my own swear word ) lah.........

And while i so syiok rant way, let me tell you lah.... today so keng i tell you! Someone lah, who promised wanna be a team one, help out one, who wanted to come to meeting together last time but did not come and had the nerve to tell me went edi, but nobody there. Please lah, meeting OVER edi sure got no one edi lah, so daring come and tell me nobody there with an innocent face, padahal i msg and called and reminded dunno how many times edi.... THAT SOMEONE LAH!!!!! Today kau keng, know got meeting pura-pura never say anything. Ok lah, its not as if that person would be of help anyway, i dun mind. After meeting right, come and pura-pura ask about it. Had to randomly pick a paper to see which location our tent would be today and i got a smaller tent lah. So told that person lor and you know what that person said???? That person said had that person went it would have been better hor. WHAT LAH!!!! After hearing that i straight wanna scold that person for all the stuff that i tolerated and tried to forgive. As if that person can surely get a big tent meh? So keng ah? Very lucky ah? Pissed man.....

Shit lah, all this cacat ppl.

Sigh..... feel a tad bit better nia after rant. Just a lil bit. Ok....ok.......

*start up nice thoughts*

*nice thoughts*

*Ohm....Ohmmm.........*

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Ooooolalalaness

Ohlalaness.....the drama that is the past few days. So many things are happening all of a sudden. Sum ppl masuk hospital, sum ppl searching for themselves, some ppl taking uni entrance exams, sum ppl wondering bout what decisions to make..... but for most of us life goes on as normal. To normal in fact that some are taking up multiple hobbies and doing u liaw stuff.

To dearest Boann, i wish u a speedy recovery.
To all the sempai`s currently in their exam periods, all the best of luck to you guys!
To ppl searching for themselves, good luck to you too. Its all in the process of growing up. Time will give you the answer.
And decisions, haha.... its always hard to make a choice and i say follow your gut instincts. They seem to be foolproof.

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Anyways, did anyone read Kenny Sia`s recent post on Kuching food? Hehehe...... ooooolalaness. I know most of the places and ate those food. Muahahaha.....the yummy-ness that is. To bad its all so far away. Don`t agree with some of the awards. I still think the best laksa can be found at Siang Siang Foodcourt. Man, i used to eat it every Sunday. Argh..... i can almost taste it. The yummy-ness of the laksa gravy, with the bihun and egg and strips of chicken meat. Combined with Sundrop ( its a canned drink u can`t get in Semenanjung) .....Fuyoh.... its out of this world.
And when we talk bout Kuching food, how can we leave out Kolo Mee right. That`s like the King of Kuching food. U have never been to Kuching if you don`t eat Kolo Mee man. But seriously, the Kolo Mee winner in KS`s blog - the one at Ming Joo Cafe..... Geez... i really think that shop is way overrated man. I mean, the shop is crummy and dirty and the owner is way rude and the line is always sooooooooo long........ and when i actually went there to eat wif my dad one day, I saw to my horror that the soup was filled with all the intestine and liver and all the yucky gooey stuff. I know sum ppl really love those kind of stuff but the one there is like wah... really gross, bloody and i dunno lah. So i did not touch it and tried the mee instead. Tell you folks, its super normal nia, and the fried bawang on top a bit chao ta one.

If wanna eat Kolo mee, better go and eat the normal kerinting kind. That one taste so much better. Usually me family eats the one at Kenyalang and the one at No 168 Cafe in Tabuan Jaya. Oder the one with Char Siew Sauce and its over the top oooolalalaness. Downside is you will feel 2kg heavier so ....... eat at your own risk. Muahahaha......
Wah..... looking at the food pictures i took when i was back during Spring. Totally salivating away, can`t help it. Haha..... here got Kueh Chap.
And this is the open-air foodcourt opposite Electra House. Can find lots of yummy eats here. Got the famous Siaw Bee and Gu Bak Kueh Tiaw. Can go for the Soya Bean drink , ABC and the Sotong and Kangkung thing- dunno the name. Those are real good also. Brought Boann here before, but she dun like. Say ok nia. -_- Crushed!!!
Okies, i better stop. Hehehe...... you all want to got to Kuching now right? Hahaha..... now i never wanna hear crap bout living on trees again.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Something called life

As a child i had an inquisitive mind. Words coming out of my mouth were mostly: Why? How? Where? When? But mostly they were WHY? I believe most of us as children were like that as well. I can still picture my parents chagrin when faced with my endless questioning. One particular incident that stands out in my mind would be when i asked my dad bout the stock market. Seems like a really interesting and complex thingamajig, all those figures on the news and pages of it in the newspaper, but i guess that was the last straw. I remember clearly that i was told to wait till i was older to know, as these were adult stuff. And from then on, i told myself that i shall learn to my hearts content all on my own; by any means possible.

And i did. Anything and everything that strikes my hearts fancy shall be looked up. I spend most of my teenage years behind books, poring over books on Science, the occult, world war 1 and 2, supernatural stuff, novels, storybooks, readers digest, and continued on to watching National Geographic, Discovery Channel on TV...... ahhhh....... those were the golden years, when i used to feel exhilarated just by new and exciting discoveries, self styled experiments, discussions with like minded people, lectures by out of the box physic teachers.

But eventually all this would fade. I`ve known. I`ve always known. The inquisitive nature present in all children would eventually fade away, just as the love of playing, of not caring of anything besides the immediate future, the carefree and spirited way we set forth into the world shall fade away and be replaced with jaded, dispirited adults whose care would be of continual survival in a society that ironically restrains and forces it into conformation.

Facing such unpromising events, what does one do? Is that even a question? No doubt the only plausible way would be to eliminate all undesirable causes and return to the enlightened path. Alas, this is easier said than done. Doing so requires moving against the current and in line with theories of science an external force is of course needed. What about an internal one instead? Mind over matter. That's another fascinating prospect.

Why do things complicate itself in the acutest sense as years roll by. No doubt with more responsibility resting on our shoulders, the carefree days are becoming sporadically rare. But it has no right to dampen the mood, there is away against this flow. I know there is and i shall find it.

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I think i might have OCD. Or maybe a mild form of it. Eeek..... no! no! Maybe its just perfectionism?

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Knowledge or at least some basic knowledge of the the world around us. All its kinks and chinks, what sets it rolling or what makes it tick. Is it not prevalent in all of us to find out the truth? To know how things work? I find it most unbelievable to know people who are clueless on the most basic fact. I mean come on. Can you call yourself an Engineering student if you did not know that electricity is generated by dynamos and there are YES there are present in dams and windmills and all those stuff to convert renewable energy into electricity!!!!!

And there are a myriad of incidents all over the years that i have not bothered to remember since it causes heartburn. Nevertheless, i don`t have any hard feelings nor am i calling myself the smartest geek, in fact i feel stupid and incomparably small when faced with the likes of Nicola Tesla, Mother Theresa and all those people who actually did something with their lives and showed great ingenuity, understanding , compassion , were self sacrificing and were not afraid to hold values that were different. Most importantly, they put what they believed in into action and i am greatly humbled by their courage.

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Sometimes, i feel as small as an ant, or feel as scared as a mouse. The world is to huge, the possibility endless and i am just a nano stick figure moving across the page.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Shopped Stuff and lil bits of blah

Sigh..... some random post to fill up my time while waiting for the folks to skype me. By the looks of things they forgot all about poor me over here again......


Been checking out fashion blogs or fashion related blogs ( time i should have spend doing reports that is -_-")..... there`s quite a few good ones out there, some however just suck and d weird thing is they actually get quite a lot of traffic , so it goes to show that fashion is really up to the individual and beauty is really in the eyes of the beholder. There`s no right or wrong..... but there is always the fashion victim if we are in the mood to be catty and want to unleash our claws. Muahahaha..... anyways..... me wants to try out doing the Daily Wear thingy that they apparently call putting up ze baju of ze day.....


Results of shopping adventures of eons on........bla bla...Spring 08
Baleno White Polo Tee (not bad when new but, they get old fast so soon will turn into sleep baju)
GAP Grey long sleeves
Super cheap black pants on SALE :DDDD
Vans Old Sch Black and White Checks
Yellow Woodstock socks (Its Snoopy`s bird fren incase you don`t know)
Accessories: Rainbow Obsidian bracelet, Swatch- Cubism

Nice Leh....Kekeke

Black nails....I Love Black nails.....

Oh..... And this....HAHAHA..... tried this out last yr while shopping wif MayC. Muahaha..... I bet everyone is gasping in shock. Kakaka..... nah..... i did not buy the skirt lah. But i bought the top! :DDD Me likes the top. Skirts ....Hmmm.....dunno lei....might go and buy... but will i wear it???

So...bought ze top...Yay! Autumn 07
Checked Blouse
Black long sleeved Giordanos
Super cheap black pants again
my other Swatch- Irony
Owl necklace (bought when i was crazy over owls)
and this is a pic of me and me dyed hair. Ya i know..... since way before Golden Week and i think no one noticed..... HAHAHA. Since i pandai pandai go and choose the not obvious one it really is not obvious. Had to try diff lighting to even get this pic. Gah..... and My tannin even used my "BLACK" hair as an example to other gals... cos if go internship kononnya its better to have Black hair and not dyed ones. Sweat...... Lesson learned!
Hmmm.....seems like internet connection from home is cacat thats why. Stupid Streamyx, already buy your most keng unlimited broadband edi and you still cacat and weird out on rainy days..... wat lah....

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End up i skype amalina pula. Summore damn lama we webcam each other. Lots of baju talk and soft toy talk and bedtime gossip talk. HAHAHA....... and guess wat!!!!!! I got to see amalina do CARAMEL DANSEN!!! Kekeke...... she say let me see only one. * Bluek* then me high and dance together also. Muahahaha... the siawness that is zaboness.

Oooo..... i love zaboness!!!! I think no matter wat, zabos can band together in the spirit of zaboness. Muahaha...... maybe its like how guys go crazy over football, basketball.....what ever PC games....blah...Boringness is wat i call it. Kekeke.....

Anyway, zaboness is to me the best medicine. Can be medicine for a broken heart, bad results, emo mood....... anything at all. All you need is a Shopping Spree, a lil heart to heart, a manicure, a tub of ice-cream, romantic comedies, fluff books, a slice of cheese cake.......and all is well again. Ah.......the indulgence is most soothing for a troubled soul.

That`s it lah for now. Kekeke....me needs sum beauty sleep. Yawn......

Oh and FYI ......zabo = girl ........so zaboness = girly-ness.

*Muaks peeps*